Wednesday, December 07, 2005

Loving you

What is my world without you but an empty space of nothingness. I thought love was fake, something someone made up a long time ago. With you though, I know now that it is real. When I am with you, I breath a little differently. Sometimes, I have to remember to do so because you do something to me which makes my body work opposite the way it should. When I look into your eyes, my heart stops for a few seconds. Yet, it feels like it's forever and I can feel my body becoming a little faint. I see your smile and it makes me melt. No where in the world is there a better one to me. And when you are away, I feel the pain in my chest and the aches in my brain. The distance takes a tole in my body because you are my life source. It's like a plant without the sun and water. It will surely die. I may not die physically, but spiritually, I am an empty vessel. Then there is the torture of missing you, the sweet and tender thoughts of my sweet love. Ah, I wish for you to be close to me now. That I can kiss you sweetly and hold you tightly. And most of all, just to get lost in your beautiful eyes. What is my world without you? Nothing that I want to imagine. I rather have my body shut down in love than to live forever without it. So, I welcome all the weird things loving you does to me. It's my only true way of living.

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