Hang in there

 Good afternoon all. Welcome to year one of the pandemic. So much change and who knows if we will ever get to normal. Just remember God is good and He wouldn't give us anything we couldn't handle. So stay strong, keep the faith and stay safe. This too will be over. 

And so many years later.....

So, it's been a long time since I've posted anything on this site. Well, a lot has changed. For one, I am a family man now. I resided outside of the city and also have moved up the ranks in my current profession. Life is good. But as you see, life also goes by pretty quickly. Enjoy every day because in a blink, 7 years go bye. God Bless.

The Fall of a King

And after all the sweat and tears, after the final buzzer, the King and his men are defeated by the Devils. There is still at least one more battle left but the King's men have there backs against the wall. One more defeat will be the end of a spectacular reign. The heads are hanging low but the sun will rise again.

Beginning of the 3rd period of battle

The King's Men fight all the way back to equal out the score. The Devil's force is weakening and seems to be defeated. But in the game of the Cup of Champions, anything is possible.

The start of the second period of battle

The Kings men score another victory. The battle is turning against the Devils. The King is still losing the battle but his men are fighting with desperation and passion. The Devils seem overwhelmed.

The first period of battle

The King has been struck three times and has been dazed. But the battle is still early and the Kings men are ready to fight back. The Kings men struck back against the Devil and are continuing to fight hard. The King needs to be flawless from rest of the battle in order to have a chance. It's not over yet.

A letter to my unborn son

Dear Son,

     I am writing to you before you are even conceived. I don't know how long it'll be before I have you and get to play with you. I can't wait though. Before you are born, I already loved you. I dreamt of you since I was just a little boy. I would say it was my father who inspired me to one day be a dad. It is my hope that you will see me as a hero as I did with my dad. He wasn't perfect and neither will I be. Yet, you can always be sure that I will be there for you no matter what. You may face hard times when you get older. I will be there to guide you. To give whatever knowledge I have to make this life easier for you. Will life get hard? I hate to be the one to tell you that it does at time. You will have your heart broken once or twice. You will be betrayed by friends. You will have loved ones pass on to the after life. It is all part of life. But in life too, you will experience many great things. You'll have many great experiences, a wonderful wife and you will one day also have children. They will love you like I love you and like I loved my dad. You will be a hero to them.You will be strong, yet gentle. You will be better than I am. That is my prayer. No matter how it turns out from now until that day, I will always cherish you. I will be greatful to my future wife who will give birth to you. You are not even born yet and I can't wait to meet you.

Dad

Sweet Dreams

Ah, what a sweet dream to have of you once again. For a time, you were absent from my subconscious and it made me sad. Now, no way a dream world could ever be better than the real. This my friends, I know. But if you only knew of whom I dreamt of and how much she meant to me, you too would feel a great sense of pleasure from it. It was almost reminiscent of our time together way back when. It was as though I can still feel her kiss, as if her body was pressed upon mine. Ah, what a sweet dream it was. How the mind works and how it can get all the details perfectly is sometimes beyond my belief. It was as if she was really there, my dear friends. Now, this person is by no means a figment of my imagination. No, no, no, she is most definitely real, living a great fulfilling life I bet. That's how it should be. To me, she was an angel, perfect in her ways. If there is one thing I would change about her, it's that I hope she never changes at all. I knew since the first time I laid eyes on her how special she was. Such a beautiful heart, such a delightful smile. Even when she didn't think she looked her best, I thought she was an absolute dream. Funny thing is that's the only way I can see her. My friends, I invite those dreams even if my heart does ache afterwards. I love to feel what we once had, a love that was true. I fear the day when those are taken from me, a day in which my dreams are run by nonsense. My friends, don't be as I am. If you love the person you are with, tell them so. Savor every moment that you can. Pray and thank the good Lord for blessing you with someone you absolutely adore. Don't be like me and look towards those sweet dreams. Make your reality into on. As for the girl in this story, if ever you should read this, you know who you are. I love you and I hope you are as happy as a person can be.

Feeling Blue No More

For as long as I knew
The story was about you
Of the girl I fell for
On one of those summer nights

And then we became one
We had so much fun
The stars were bright
In your Eyes my delight

Then You walked away
And then life seemed so Blue
All I ever wanted was you
But our love just flew

Sometime has past 
Still I rarely get to see you
Yet the skies are still Blue
Life goes on without you

There are so much joy
For all of us to enjoy
Life isn't always what it seems
Doesn't mean better things are yet to come

Feeling Blue No More
For the thought of you
I will forever treasure
There is a life to continue

Once or twice a day
I stand up and pray
Thanking God for what came
Lord, ready to move on

Inspired broken butterfly

Oh, how I froze today when I seen your picture. It's been a long while since I've done so. With no intention at all to find you, I found you. Beautiful pictures of happiness and love. Inspiring quotes from great poets, even verses from the Bible. And all the while, I was afraid terrified to see more. Will I see something that will set me back, bring me to a place in which I do not want to return? But as I turned the page, all I seen was more inspiration. It made me look upon myself and see how I was living life. Though I have had an adventurous life, I feel I don't go to my full potential. I'm satisfied to see on paper all that I have done, all the place that I've gone to see.....and for a while, it comforted me. But now I see, it all means nothing. Life isn't something you do a few times a year. It's something that is suppose to be year round, day in and day out. Living to the fullest and letting go of yesterday. Yesterday, no matter how great it was is gone forever. All that remains is the memory. Yet, that too shouldn't be held so tightly as I have down. The more you hold on to the past, the more of the future you lose. For the time being, I will try to live with a sort of amnesia. To make today count as if this is the first and the last. So here I am, letting go of all of those precious memories I've had. Not that I'm not fond of it but I won't end the chapters there. It will not finish by saying "that was the last time they saw one another." There will be more characters, more journeys, more adventures that will come. Life is like your favorite book that keeps coming out with a new book every few years. I will always love her, til the end of my days. But it's time to let some new characters in. It's time to start a new book.