Sweet Dreams

Ah, what a sweet dream to have of you once again. For a time, you were absent from my subconscious and it made me sad. Now, no way a dream world could ever be better than the real. This my friends, I know. But if you only knew of whom I dreamt of and how much she meant to me, you too would feel a great sense of pleasure from it. It was almost reminiscent of our time together way back when. It was as though I can still feel her kiss, as if her body was pressed upon mine. Ah, what a sweet dream it was. How the mind works and how it can get all the details perfectly is sometimes beyond my belief. It was as if she was really there, my dear friends. Now, this person is by no means a figment of my imagination. No, no, no, she is most definitely real, living a great fulfilling life I bet. That's how it should be. To me, she was an angel, perfect in her ways. If there is one thing I would change about her, it's that I hope she never changes at all. I knew since the first time I laid eyes on her how special she was. Such a beautiful heart, such a delightful smile. Even when she didn't think she looked her best, I thought she was an absolute dream. Funny thing is that's the only way I can see her. My friends, I invite those dreams even if my heart does ache afterwards. I love to feel what we once had, a love that was true. I fear the day when those are taken from me, a day in which my dreams are run by nonsense. My friends, don't be as I am. If you love the person you are with, tell them so. Savor every moment that you can. Pray and thank the good Lord for blessing you with someone you absolutely adore. Don't be like me and look towards those sweet dreams. Make your reality into on. As for the girl in this story, if ever you should read this, you know who you are. I love you and I hope you are as happy as a person can be.

Feeling Blue No More

For as long as I knew
The story was about you
Of the girl I fell for
On one of those summer nights

And then we became one
We had so much fun
The stars were bright
In your Eyes my delight

Then You walked away
And then life seemed so Blue
All I ever wanted was you
But our love just flew

Sometime has past 
Still I rarely get to see you
Yet the skies are still Blue
Life goes on without you

There are so much joy
For all of us to enjoy
Life isn't always what it seems
Doesn't mean better things are yet to come

Feeling Blue No More
For the thought of you
I will forever treasure
There is a life to continue

Once or twice a day
I stand up and pray
Thanking God for what came
Lord, ready to move on

Inspired broken butterfly

Oh, how I froze today when I seen your picture. It's been a long while since I've done so. With no intention at all to find you, I found you. Beautiful pictures of happiness and love. Inspiring quotes from great poets, even verses from the Bible. And all the while, I was afraid terrified to see more. Will I see something that will set me back, bring me to a place in which I do not want to return? But as I turned the page, all I seen was more inspiration. It made me look upon myself and see how I was living life. Though I have had an adventurous life, I feel I don't go to my full potential. I'm satisfied to see on paper all that I have done, all the place that I've gone to see.....and for a while, it comforted me. But now I see, it all means nothing. Life isn't something you do a few times a year. It's something that is suppose to be year round, day in and day out. Living to the fullest and letting go of yesterday. Yesterday, no matter how great it was is gone forever. All that remains is the memory. Yet, that too shouldn't be held so tightly as I have down. The more you hold on to the past, the more of the future you lose. For the time being, I will try to live with a sort of amnesia. To make today count as if this is the first and the last. So here I am, letting go of all of those precious memories I've had. Not that I'm not fond of it but I won't end the chapters there. It will not finish by saying "that was the last time they saw one another." There will be more characters, more journeys, more adventures that will come. Life is like your favorite book that keeps coming out with a new book every few years. I will always love her, til the end of my days. But it's time to let some new characters in. It's time to start a new book.